Helpless

What more can I do?

It really is hard and inexplicably difficult to make everyone happy. Whatever I do, nothing turns out to be right and acceptable. And frankly speaking, at some point, for some reason, I feel tired of defending myself and explaining things. Like it makes any difference, anyhow. I try to block the anger that filled me, for fear my eyes would tear up. But now I'm utterly clueless. I don't know what to do, or rather, what I can do. Denying and projecting things would not solve any problem, mind you. It's simply not enough to ease the irritation and frustration. Also, it's unsettling to know that old wounds have again, opened.

p/s= eh...eh speaking london lak ai kali ni = peaacceee no war!!

Belated

Happy birthday, Rissa!

14th August 2009

... and many more to come.

This is my heartiest birthday wish to you on this auspicious occasion. Love, care, protection, warmness that i have been giving are so invaluable. I cannot find a word to describe these.

May you have a happy, healthy, wealthy and long life!
Love you, Fatin Arissa Sofea!

August, teaching and Ramadhan

I'ts already August!

I can't believe that it has been almost a year. Been kinda busy lately.. well, I've never been 'not busy', I think. Most of the time I will have things to be done. Even if you can see me online, I may not be in front of my pc after all. I may be doing some documentations at the same time, or you'll never know, calculate, something like that.

And with Ramadhan just around the corner, I really look forward to this year's fasting and Raya! This year I'll be going back to Klia, then Pontian.Hope so. Well, that's how it goes when you've been married. I dunno what to expect but I have a good feeling about it.

Ramadhan is a challenging month but also fulfilling. Fasting is one of the ways to show our sympathy to those poor people who are starving somewhere out there. It's also a good time to exercise our patience and tolerance. Health-wise, it's a good way to detoxify and cleanse your body! Ok, now I'm excited! Ha-ha. Anywayyy, I'd already sent in our cloths for tailoring but I still need to find cloths for kids, and not to mention, to prepare 'Angpow' for the young ones. And, oh, the list simply goes on and on!